Tuesday, May 10, 2016

The Ending I Want by Samantha Towle

 Taylor Shaw had the perfect life—until she was sixteen. That was when everything changed. From that moment on, life went from bad to worse…to the worst. After recovering from a brain tumor, months later, she suffers the tragic loss of her whole family. Since that fateful day, she’s been coasting through life. Now, the brain tumor has returned, and Taylor decides she’s had enough. She’s going to take her fate into her own hands. No more hospitals. No more surgeries. No more anything. She’s going to join her family. It’s her decision. What she longs for. The ending she wants. She just has a list of things to do before she goes. First, go to England. Second, kiss a stranger… Only, Taylor didn’t expect Liam Hunter, the stranger—with his handsome face, his six-foot-three of gorgeousness, and his oh-so-hot English accent—to change things. To change her. To change the ending she wanted. What is a girl, who is standing on the edge of nothing, to do when offered the chance of everything? 

Goodreads Link: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/29386890-the-ending-i-want?from_new_nav=true&ac=1&from_search=true 

Georgette’s Review:
The Ending I Want by Samantha Towle was a journey of guilt, survival, lifes struggles, letting go, and having hope.
Liam and Taylor had chemistry and humor and passion.
Although this book had some very heavy topics it was a light read that kept you turning the pages.
You wanted to know what happened when they were done, you wanted to see the light at the end of the proverbial tunnel.
Samantha Towle clearly poured her heart into this story; it’s one you want to read.

5+ stars for this book!!

 A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR Writing The Ending I Want has been a cathartic and exhausting process for me, but I have loved every second of writing it. I relate to this story more than any of the stories that I’ve written before. Maybe that’s because there’s a piece of me in this book. And not in Taylor having a brain tumor, because fortunately I’ve never had to endure anything like that. But for me, it was the need to feel free from something that has crippled me for many years, just like Taylor is crippled by her own pain. Taylor wanted to die to be free. I never wanted to die, but I did want to be free, in a way that’s hard to explain. But now, after years of feeling trapped by my demons, things that have held me back in life, I’ve found a way to get the freedom I needed. I’m still a work in progress, but I’m working better now than I ever did before - just saying this cryptic stuff out loud is a big step for me. So, writing Taylor in the way I did was a big deal for me. I really hope that you love this story, and see strength in Taylor's choices rather than weakness. 
 “Go to England. Kiss a stranger. Have lots of sex,” his deep voice rumbles out the words I wrote. He glances at me over his shoulder, a shit-eating grin on his face. I don’t even bother with trying to get the list back now. What’s the point? He’s already seen it. Bastard. I fall back into my seat, my face feeling like a blowtorch went at it. “You’re an asshole,” I mutter. He turns to face me, my list in his hand but still held out of my reach. “Aw, don’t be like that, Taylor, from Boston. I was just curious to read it.” I’m pretty sure he’s going for contrite, but he’s failing miserably. I glare at him. I’m going for death-by-laser stare. It doesn’t work because he gives me a panty-dropping smile. I’d like to say I’m unaffected, but I’m not; however, I don’t let him know that. “Curious? I don’t think so. An effing thief? Yes.” He laughs. “I’m sorry. But you don’t need to be embarrassed. It’s a good list.” He looks back to my list. “Have sex with a stranger,” he continues on reading. “Have sex with a stranger outdoors. You do know I can help you with all of these, right?” He lifts a brow at me. I give him the middle finger. He laughs again and looks back to the list. Then, he stops laughing and stares at me with what can only be described as complete horror. “You’ve never had oral sex?” Fuck. Why the hell did I put that on my list? 
 PLAYLIST Link to playlist on Samantha’s site: 
http://www.samanthatowle.co.uk/music Stand out track: 
If You’re Not The One – Daniel Bedingfield I was having real trouble finding Taylor and Liam’s song. There were a few occasions where I’d thought that I had found their song, but each time, something held me back from it. Then, I heard “If You’re Not The One” and I knew immediately that it was their song. It’s perfect in so many ways. For me, this song embodies the love that Taylor and Liam feel for one another. 
 1. If You’re Not The One – Daniel Bedingfield 
2. Paradise – Coldplay 
3. I Touch Myself – Divinyls 
4. I Want It That Way – The Backstreet Boys 
5. How Deep Is Your Love – Calvin Harris & Disciples 
6. Never Forget You – Zara Larsson feat. MNEK 
7. Goodbye My Lover – James Blunt 
8. Sorry – Justin Bieber 
9. Don’t You Wanna Stay – Jason Aldean & Kelly Clarkson 
10. All I Ask – Adele 
11. Don’t Go Away – Oasis 
12. Stitches – Shawn Mendes 
13. Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson 
14. Say Something – Great Big World & Christina Aguilera 
15. What Now – Rihanna 
16. Feels Like Home – Chantal Kreviazuk 

 About the Author
 New York Times, USA Today, Wall Street Journal and international bestselling author Samantha Towle began her first novel in 2008 while on maternity leave. She completed the manuscript five months later and hasn't stopped writing since. She has written contemporary romances, THE MIGHTY STORM, WETHERING THE STORM, TAMING THE STORM, TROUBLE, REVVED and REVIVED. She has also written paranormal romances, THE BRINGER and the ALEXANDRA JONES SERIES, all penned to tunes of The Killers, Kings of Leon, Adele, The Doors, Oasis, Fleetwood Mac, and more of her favourite musicians. A native of Hull and a graduate of Salford University, she lives with her husband, Craig, in East Yorkshire with their son and daughter. 
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 Giveaway The author is giving away two signed paperbacks and a $50 Amazon Gift Card (open international) 
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